Tuesday 30 April 2013

"FOR JAMES FRANCO" BY FRANK O'HARA



"A leaving word in the sand, odor of tides: his name"
— Thinking of James Franco

James Franco
actor
made in USA
eager to be everything
some success

For all we know
real excellence is? it's
all in this world
never not unwatching
certain scenes of you
over and over

"FOR ZAC EFRON" BY FRANK O'HARA


"A leaving word in the sand, odor of tides: his name"
— Thinking of Zac Efron

Zac Efron
actor
created USA

Ever known
for real what excellence is? It's
real in this world
of your shirt
never not being unworn

Monday 29 April 2013

HOW TO DO EVERYTHING IN A YEAR

to be a gardener 
buy everything 
and visit 

to visit
use your conservatory 
and climb Kilimanjaro 

to shop for baby
buy furniture 
and visit the Caribbean 

to buy
visit Alaska 
and buy anything 

to buy large appliances
go to Koh Lanta 
and apartment hunt 

to travel in Spain and Portugal 
climb Kilimanjaro 
and buy a car 

to visit the Galapagos 
visit Japan 
and visit Tanzania 

to visit Botswana 
trek in Nepal 
and lay turf 

to come to Costa Rica 
walk the camino 
and travel to Borneo 

to buy electronics 
buy Los Angeles real estate 
and visit England 

to get a great deal on a gas grill 
plan a reunion 
and conduct prescribed burns 

to burn 
look for an Au Pair 
and chose an Au Pair 

to visit Africa 
visit Reykjavik 
and visit Paris 

to ride Route 66 
visit the east coast Australia 
and complete an Everest base camp trek 

to travel in Africa 
have a baby 
and sell a home

to plan a wedding
go crabbing
and buy different produce

WHEN FREDDIE MERCURY DIED

This extraordinary, brief poem is striking,
among other things, for the contrast it
throws up between a 'major' public event
and the profound everyday–ness of our
common existences. Here, the startling
difference between the social 'drama' of
Freddie's death and the speaker's local
experience and significant inner world is
brought out by the matter–of–fact tone (the
lovely straightforwardness and rhythm of
line 7!) and the very real life, 'on the
mountain', she describes. The pathos of 
thwarted love is in there too, and the
difficult mismatch of desire, all in ironic
juxtaposition to the poem's title and hinted
at merely — the truth told, mainly, 'slant'.
Lastly, as a reader I take real pleasure from
the bare, worldly factuality of the closing
line's tetrameter, and its contrast with that
'childlike hand'.

Saturday 27 April 2013

THE FIRST NIGHTS HERE

It all came back again
tonight with the first spring thunder
in a rush of rain.

with just a simple touch
is in my heart again

It all came back again
tonight with the first monsoon thunder
in a rush of rain and I wet again.

when our eyes met
I realised we are still connected

It all came back again
tonight with the first spring thunder
in a rush of rain.

the first nights here proved otherwise
sleep kept light by noises


Thursday 25 April 2013

STOPPING BY WORDS ON A SNOWY EVENING

for DB


Whose words these are I think I know.
His house is in the village though;
He will not see me stopping here
To watch his words fill up with snow.

My little horse must think it queer
To stop without a farm house near
Between the words and frozen lake
The darkest evening of the year.

He gives his harness bells a shake
To ask if there is some mistake.
The only other sound's the sweep
Of easy wind and downy flake.

The words are lovely, dark and deep.
But I have promises to keep,
And miles to go before I sleep,
And miles to go before I sleep.


Wednesday 24 April 2013

SURFBOARDS

I was feeling worried about my FAS daughter 
and went into a greenhouse to buy myself a plant 
(healthier than eating chocolates). I was feeling worried about 
whether or not this was an ectopic. 
was feeling worried about her and wanted to look. 
was feeling worried about it, and I asked my friend 
to give me a couple of days to think about it. 
was feeling worried about my man's healing, 
in fact I was feeling darned anxious. I was feeling worried about the baby, 
Maggie suggested that some acupuncture might be a good idea 
to encourage labour. I was feeling worried about overstepping 
the client/therapist relationship, and I do get bothered 
about doing the wrong thing. I was feeling worried about the whole thing,
but now I've read up a bit about having twins 
and spoken to a few people about having twins. 
I was feeling worried about there can be mistake, 
am I doing perfectly, making everything informational 
and reading with expression? I was feeling worried about 
letting my guard down to a stranger.
I was feeling worried about her 'cause she didn't have
a whole lot of words until quite a bit later
than a lot of other tykes her age, but then she suddenly caught up
and with gusto. I was feeling worried about
my French dictee homework because for whatever reason
tonight I just cannot comprehend half the words
and then I looked up the grading in the syllabus
and homework only counts for 2%. I was feeling worried about
my future or isolated from my friends
I was feeling worried about the jogs. I was feeling worried about
having too many celebrations. I was feeling worried about them.
I was feeling worried about my sister, Finley, so Katy
let me surf the internet to find out how she was.

WAS


Margaret Thatcher was one of the defining figures in British politics
She was the last real Conservative with a spine
She was arguably the most important and transformational figure in the Western world
Lady Thatcher was a towering figure in British, and indeed, world politics
She was rushing around shaking hands with everybody, chatting to people
She was a Tory and it was just a politician visiting
She was at the Cutlers
Thatcher was built for confrontation
Margaret Thatcher was built for confrontation
She was an instant wicked Queen
Mrs Thatcher was a powerful politician
She was a wicked woman
She was a world leader and will be missed
Thatcher was a great leader for one simple reason — she lead

She was the first female prime minister
She was also the greatest peacetime prime minister we ever had
She was determined that should not happen
Lady Thatcher was, like Dickens, the property of far more than just her family
Lady Thatcher was seen by many as a kind of modern day Genghis Khan
Margaret Thatcher was one of the greatest political leaders in history
She was not, of course, perfect
Margaret Thatcher was losing her vice–like grip on world affairs
Lady Thatcher was having difficulties with her hearing
She was still functioning
She was on ever stronger medication
She was word perfect
She was admitted to hospital for tests
She was dressed immaculately
She was struggling to speak because she found it difficult to form words
She was the shopkeeper's daughter from Grantham
She was the patriot prime minister
Margaret was such a leader
She was kind and generous spirited
Thatcher was an unmitigated disaster for Britain
She was the one who truly 'broke the mould' of British politics
Mrs Thatcher was one hell of a PM to cover as a journalist
She was a great politician and an exceptional person
She was a great person who did a great deal for the world
She was simply one of the greatest politicians of our time
She was part of the decision making process
Mrs Thatcher was even said to have jokingly sent the Queen a pair of rubber gloves
She was Secretary of State for Education in Ted Heath's cabinet
Margaret Thatcher was upset
Mrs Thatcher was initially a lonely figure over the Falklands
She was well aware that I had been one of her most ardent supporters
She was virtually unembarrassable
Margaret Thatcher was no admirer of the foreign office as an institution
She was an indefatigable traveller
Margaret Thatcher was unique
She was always talking about her principles
She was deeply aware that, while she had escaped, many of her friends had died
She was at first no match for Harold Wilson
She was not always as good a judge of men's characters as of their abilities
Margaret Thatcher was generally thoughtful of those working for her
Margaret Thatcher was decisive
Margaret was attached to legal chambers in Lincoln's Inn
Mrs Thatcher was adopted as the Conservative candidate for Finchley
She was certainly a caring and loving mother
Mrs Thatcher was not complicit in her son's business arrangements
She was the boss
Mrs Thatcher was wading through the carnage wrought by terrorists
She was always Mrs T
She was simply 'PM' to me
Mrs T was due to meet the Gorbachevs in Moscow
Lady T was emphatically anti-trousers
She was dressed and made up immaculately
She was adept with her make-up
She was convulsed with giggles one day
She was inconsolable when Airey Neave and Ian Gow were killed
She was distraught when her son Mark went missing for six days
She was resolute in her determination not to be cowed by the outrage
She was determined to address the party conference
Lady Thatcher was a remarkable lady
She was a great friend
She was always feminine
She was a lady
Thatcher was not entirely alone when she entered Parliament
She was unique in being a mother of six year old twins
She was not only as good as the man standing next to her but better
Margaret Thatcher was elected Prime Minister
Mrs Thatcher was able to proceed with strategy of restructuring the economy
Margaret Thatcher was still five weeks away from being Prime Minister
She was devastated
She was unbowed
She was Britain's greatest peace time Prime Minister
Thatcher was returned to power with a majority of 144
Thatcher was perhaps the most intensely serious person to ever occupy her office
She was incapable of treating politics as a game
She was single-mindedly dedicated to using power to change Britain
She was perceived as handsome rather than alluring
She was asserting it the whole time
She was inexhaustible
She was especially feted by President Ronald Reagan
Margaret Thatcher was beyond argument a great Prime Minister
She was an exhausted volcano
She was one of the most divisive Prime Ministers of modern times
Mrs Thatcher was monstered over an interview
Mrs Thatcher was also criticising the automatic tendency of people to look to the state as a cure for all ills
She was of the firm conviction that society was the sum of its parts
Margaret Thatcher was the other
She was repeatedly obliged to face down prejudice against wisdom
She was even hated by large sections of her own Conservative Party
Thatcher was so widely despised because she spoke out on behalf of the ordinary
She was always the outsider
Margaret was their second child
Margaret was brought up over the shop
She was part of a team that invented a revolutionary method of preserving ice–cream
She was turned down
She was headstrong, obstinate and dangerously opinionated
She was the youngest woman Conservative candidate there had ever been
She was reassured to discover he was a no–nonsense Conservative
She was obliged to miss out on fighting the 1955 election
Margaret Thatcher was no feminist
Margaret Thatcher was already beginning to align herself with the Right–wing
She was promoted to housing spokesman
Mrs Thatcher was not just a reflex Right–winger
She was one of the very few Conservative MPs who supported reforming legislation of homosexuality and abortion
She was to look back on her time at education with mixed feelings
She was labelled 'Mrs Thatcher Milk Snatcher'
She was out of sympathy with the government she served
Margaret Thatcher was never part of Edward Heath's inner cabal
Margaret Thatcher was obliged to confront the second great challenge of her premiership
Mrs Thatcher was all too well aware that union power had destroyed Edward Heath's government
She was not secure politically either
Margaret Thatcher was never ready to follow tamely in the wake of a US President
She was always ready to stand up for British interests
She was badly weakened
She was awarded a life peerage to add to the Order of Merit
Baroness Thatcher was appointed Lady of the Garter
She was a strong supporter of the Royal Chelsea Hospital
Margaret Thatcher was a woman of the most extraordinary courage
She was Britain's greatest ever peacetime Prime Minister
She was the greatest
Margaret Thatcher was surely our greatest peacetime Prime Minister
She was a veritable force of nature
She was responsible for dismantling the consensus
She was a great example of a strong leader
Thatcher was not courting popularity

She was 87
Mrs Thatcher was the first woman to become Prime Minister of Britain
She was honoured as Baroness Thatcher of Kesteven
She was 'la pasionaria of privilege'
She was rarely willing to concede a point
Margaret Hilda Roberts was born on Oct 13 1925 in Grantham, Lincolnshire
She was elected to be a Conservative Party candidate for Parliament
She was admitted to the bar and came to specialise in patent and tax law
She was forced to give way
She was too reticent on cutting taxes
She was wary of insouciance over rising Federal deficits
Mrs Thatcher was also against it
She was the patriot Prime Minister
Lady Thatcher was the only British Prime Minister to leave behind a set of ideas about the state
Mrs Thatcher was a great leader
She was known for her close working alliance with Ronald Reagan

She was equally a hate figure for others
She was one of two great Prime Ministers
Lady Thatcher was one
Mrs thatcher was not a natural orator
She was excoriating in her scorn of Mr Kinnock
She was very much the finished article
Mrs Thatcher was appointed Secretary of State for Education
Mrs Thatcher was very good at extracting generous budget settlements from the Treasury
She was reluctant ever to lose an argument
She was always determined to win arguments
She was losing the main point at issue
She was almost totally impervious to how she offended other people
She was outraged
She was correct
She was an example of the prophet without honour
She was a woman who cared
She was too ill
She was an occasional visitor
She was finding it difficult to move
She was a little more fragile than usual
She was not alert
Baroness Thatcher was Britain's greatest peacetime Prime Minister
She was and is an inspiration
She was a force to be defined against
Margaret Thatcher was such a leader
Lady thatcher was difficult sometimes, not always smooth
Margaret Thatcher was a great politician
She was a groundbreaking politician
She was fundamentally wrong
She was a witch
She was someone's parent or grandparent
She was milk–snatcher, a poll tax–snatcher, a coal–snatcher
She was also regarded as less than a heroine by Unionist representatives
She was great
She was a politician
Baroness Thatcher was determined to preside over an increase in home owners
She was moved to write in her autobiography
She was responsible for many of the reforms now being built upon
Baroness Thatcher was no great believer in local democracy
She was a woman who knew that a leader needed to have strong convictions
Margaret Thatcher was not a politician for women
She was a great politician and exceptional person
Thatcher was someone who only deepened the world's differences
She was very happy to restore freedom to the people of the Falklands
She was a very powerful lady
Lady Thatcher was a divisive figure
She was able to play a positive role in our own process of non-racial constitutional reform
She was a voice of reason during apartheid
She was both a trailblazer and soundboard
She was on the same wavelength as Mr Reagan
Mrs Thatcher was ambivalent about the idea
She was the hard, unfeeling wicked witch of selfishness
She was Britain's first woman Prime Minister
She was a member of the lower middle class
Margaret Thatcher was a conservative who promoted accelerated change
She was for a traditional view of life
She was doing it for the girls
she was still propping herself up on the same gender-stereotypical aphorisms
Lady Thatcher was not bothered






Tuesday 23 April 2013

WE KEEP ON PUTTING IT IN

We keep on putting it in their heads hoping some of it will stick.
We keep on putting it in our mouth, saying it out. It comes from the heart.
We keep on putting it in our pocket, it'll bulk up or make us feel messy.
We keep on putting it in uninhabited areas.
We keep on putting it in neutral and reving them with the black smoke.

We keep on

We keep on sinning so that God can.
We keep on rocking is a eurodance.
We keep on waiting, waiting on the world to change.
We keep on sinning so that God can.
We keep on rockin' YouTube.
We keep on Embryo.

We keep on putting it in.
It's hard to beat the system.

HOW LONG CAN THIS GO ON FOR?

How long can this go on for?
Rediculous faulse claim against me please help
Ill start by telling u what's going on.
I started talking to someone on facebook.
After 6 months she moved down to live with me.
Thats when it started going bad.
She started getting very violent towards me.
She was trying to stab me in her temper.
She smashed my radio alarm clock up.
So I moved out.
She then set up a test for me to prove my love
which was for me to find her having a cosy drink with another man.
The test was if I loved her
I would hit the other guy which I dident.
I walked away and for me that was the end.
I recive a visit from the police.
She had made a complaint of harrassment
and said I had been in her back garden at night
smashing things up.
I finished work and as I always did
stopped in tescos on the way home.
She was in the entrance waiting.
She looked at me and pretended to panic.
I spoke to my friend that night and told him guaranteed
I'd get another visit from the police now.
I was put in a cell at 10pm.
She has accused me of on 7 or 8 occassions
of having anal sex with her while she was sleeping
without her consent.
This is getting beyond a joke now.
I have lost 2 stone in weigh
and havent sleped for 5 months.
How long can this go on for???

How long can this go on for?
I just sat and watched yet another ref
cheat man u to what looks like another win.
We have seen this time and time again for years.
Blantent match fixing by the ref.
How much longer is this gona go on?

How long can young single able mothers keep claiming benefits for?
I know girls who are claiming £500 in benefits
from the government
because they decided to have a baby with no money
and somehow we have to fork up the cost of their lifestyle.
How long can this go on for?

Can anyone help because I do not understand?
We were told my brother was brain dead,
was told they were turning the ventilator off.
All paper were signed
for his organs to be donated.
We prayed a priest was called
and we said good bye.
Five days later he is still alive
and breathing on his own.
He is in a coma.
80% of his brain is dead.
How long can this go on for?

How long can this go on for?
Pre labour arghhhh
Since last Friday I have had 1-5 hours every day
of regular 6–10 min apart
strong braxton hicksy type contractions.
I'm permanently really crampy.
I don't want to complain
but last time my waters broke
and things just built up from there.
Me 31
DH 33
DS almost 3
DS2 6 months
How long can this go on for?

How long can this go on for?
My FH has now dragged on for almost a year.
It's exhausting.
My husband has hidden assets
which are revealed last minute
causing hearings to be adjourned.
The latest being a plot of land he 'forgot'
to put on his Form E.
3 adjournments.
3 times I went to court thinking, 'this is it, it'll all be over today'
3 times I've been disappointed.
I think my husband is quite enjoying the trauma he's causing.
I'm living in limbo.
could this go on forever in theory?

How long can this go on for?
I wrote in 2005 about the ridiculously never–ending battery life
of my school calculator.
I wrote about this again in 2007.
It's nearly 2012 and it's working like the day I bought it.
Two things worry me.
First, I have been writing, largely
to an audience of between zero and two for seven years.
I am still spending nine hours a day never too far from PowerPoint —
one of the worst applications ever written.
But this is my issue.
Second, given the growing and very worrying need to mitigate
and adapt to climate change,
clearly my Casio fX82 could help.
This is my five—point plan to avoid the now almost unavoidable
3 degrees rise in temperatures that will for ever change the planet:
All small and medium sized towns are to be powered by arrays of Casio fX82s.
All businesses are abandon computers for all but the most intensive tasks and instead use Casio fX82s.
The entire aviation industry is to be restructured based on the Casio fX82.
Instead of driving we will use Casio fX82s.
All mobile devices are to be incorporated into the Casio fX82's functional design.
What are the French hiding?

How long can this go on for?
Yet another kidney "infection" diagnosed.
Yet more antibiotics prescribed.
My temp is up crazy mad again
n my back feels like the welsh rugby team
have put all their boots in
under my ribs.
I've been trying to pack my truck for days
but 5/10 mins activity fks me.
This is just not me.
It's a horrible feeling of
hovering on the edge of up or down
or fking madness.
Drugs drugs more fking drugs.
I don't want more fking drugs.
I want to be fit, well, active.
Who knows?

How long can this go on for?
So Minni has had a violent sickness and diarrhoea bug since Friday
and was told it could last 7 days
but that we'd see an improvement everyday.
Just to give her sips of juice and stay away from milk etc.
So we just went with it.
We took her to the docs who sent a sample of her poo off
to be analysed and said she looked ok.
She's lost weight and just doesn't want to eat.
I am just getting used to the smell of sick and poo now.
What would you do?

How long can this go on for?
How long can 1 Euro and 20 cents last?


BUGGER FUCK SHIT

BUGGER FUCK SHIT
It is with regret that we have had to cancel
the Red Marley Hill climb.

Shit. Bum. Bugger. Bollocks.
Fuck. Tits. Arse.

Shit boogers are found the morning after
you have had your nose in a girl's arse.
When you sneeze or pick your nose
in the morning and find a little piece of poo.

FUCK SHIT BUGGER AND BOLLOCKS
We're all neighbours

I'm not thinking particularly coherently.
Fuck cancer.
Fuck it with a nail studded fence post.

Shit shit bugger shit fuck
fuck fuck shit fuck
so fuck shit bugger shit balls.

Fuck shit wank bugger arse head and hole.

I just had one of Pa's colleagues come to the back door.
Pa's been rushed to hospital with a suspected heart attack.
FUCK IT ALL TO GODDAMNED MOTHERFUCKING HELL!
I got to get in touch with his family.

Sunday 21 April 2013

SHORT ENCOUNTERS

for JA


Well mummy, tomorrow's my birthday
and I want to go to the circus
and tomorrow is not Margaret's birthday
and she wants to go to the pantomime.

My birthday's in June
and there aren't any pantomimes in June.


View the fun here

LOVE POEMS FOR DIEGO RIVERA


Truth is, so great, that I wouldn't like to speak,
or sleep, or listen, or love.
To feel myself trapped, with no fear of blood,
outside time and magic.
All this madness, if I asked it of you.
I ask you for violence.
You give me grace.
I'd like to paint you, but there are no colours.


Nothing compares to your hands.
Nothing like the green–gold of your eyes.
You are the mirror of the night,
the violent flash of lightning.
The hollow of your armpit is my shelter.
My fingers touch your blood,
all the paths of my nerves which are yours.



She who wears the color.
He who sees the color.
Since the year 1922.

Now in 1944,
The vectors continue in their original direction.
Nothing stops them.
Slowly. With great unease, but with certainty.
There is cellular arrangement. There is movement.
There is light.
All centres are the same.
We are the same as we were and as we will be.























Mirror of the night.
Your eyes green swords.
Waves between hands.
All of you
In a space full of sounds.

You were called AUXOCHROME —
I CHROMOPHORE.
The one who captures color;
the one who gives color.

You are all the combinations of numbers.























Morning breaks,
the friendly reds,
the big blues,
are full of leaves.

Noisy birds,
fingers, hair,
pigeon's nests.

Sweet xocolati
of ancient Mexico,
storm in the blood,
in through the mouth.

Omen, laughter,
sheer teeth,
needles of pearl.

I ask for it, I get it,
I sing, sang,
I sing from now on.
Magic — Love

Friday 19 April 2013

47 SPOKE WAGON WHEEL

for JMG

hub spoke spoke spoke spoke spoke spoke
spoke spoke spoke spoke spoke spoke spoke
spoke spoke spoke spoke spoke spoke spoke
spoke spoke spoke spoke spoke spoke spoke
spoke spoke spoke spoke spoke spoke spoke
spoke spoke spoke spoke spoke spoke spoke
spoke spoke spoke spoke spoke spoke rim

Wednesday 17 April 2013

THE DAFFODILS

for MHS

the daffs are dancing in the gale
daffs are dancing in the gale the
are dancing in the gale the daffs
dancing in the gale the daffs are
in the gale the daffs are dancing
the gale the daffs are dancing in
gale the daffs are dancing in the

ANDREW JACKSON'S CHICKEN GLASSES



for AG

Eye glasses for chickens: intended to prevent fowls
from picking out each other's eyes – Andrew Jackson's
chicken glasses. It might be supposed from glances
that chickens, like human beings, suffer eye diseases.

These eye glasses were first patented in 1903:
intended to prevent fowls from pecking out eyes.
A flock so equipped would appear very intellectual.
Go forth and multiply, young fellow me lad.